I'm grateful for....

What do you do....
When you feel miserable....
When you feel you need to let it out....
When you feel you need some comforting support....

I believe most of us will look for our confidante....
someone we feel we can trust...
someone we feel can understand....
someone whom thoughts and advice we respect....
And so grateful we are to find such person.... that no matter how far they are, we'll look for them...

Thank you for being there.... to all....

What a long day......

Finally reached home at 12.00am just now.... After travelling to and fro - putrajaya.... from 8.30am...
Very very interesting meeting we attended just now....
New experience and lots of good new things learnt....
Morale of the story.... don't take thing for granted...!!!! Did I just learn this after all this time????
Kena taruh meeting tadi.... but all comments made were correct.... and thus, redha jer ler....
Reminded me of the time when we were scolded by the customer.... BCM, my first job....
Beside the all four-letter words, crumpled paper were thrown to our faces.... just because he was not happy with the corrective actions we provided.... Hahaha....!!!! Those days....

Hopefully we'd do better next time....

Kind of like this song... Hanyut....

I don't initially like this song....
But.... after listening to it again and again.... kind of just like it..!!!
The melody, the lyrics....
And when the song is played while driving alone.... Time to shout along....
And the chorus goes ....


Maafkanlah ku tak bisa hidup tanpa kamu
Fahamilah ku tak mampu terus tanpa kamu
Bagaimana ku nanti
Bila tiada mengganti
Yang ku ada hanya kamu saja

Saat mata terpejam
Hanya kau ku terbayang
Menghapus semua segala rasa di jiwaku

Saat mata terbuka
Kamulah yang pertama
Tak mampu aku
Bayangkan
Hidup tanpa dirimu

Failure to anticipate....

It was exam day yesterday... scheduled at 9.00am...
And... I reached there only at 10.15am...
For the first time... I was late for an examination...!!!!

How would I knew.... it would be such a massive jam at the ferry terminal....
How would I knew.... it would take 2 hours to finally get into the ferry....
How would I knew.... that everyone was out early on a Sunday morning.....
How would I knew.... that kind of chaos is normal on the "Penang Bridge Run Day"....

Hmm.... luckily the lecturers were kind enough to still allow me to sit for the exam....
Despite penalty of 15 minutes.... What a relieve...!!!
Quite 'blank' for the first 10 minutes.... more like trying to calm down after the rush...!!!
And I hope, no marks will be penalized.... for I badly needed each and every single mark...!!!

Will there be another work-trip here????

As expected, here we are in cyberjaya... for work of course... a 3-day trip...
And... again the system is down this afternoon... so, instead of busying ourselves with the tasks we brought all the way from penang, everyone is facebook-ing now... even those all the way from sarawak...!!!

We drove from penang yesterday.... to kajang where we would be staying for the 3-day here...

Started driving late yesterday, around 2.40pm from office... and then it was raining...
And.... just after the Gunung Semanggol R&R, a lorry driver honked us while his hand showing the passenger side... So, we stopped at the side... And there it was... A punctured tyre...!!!!
Surprisingly, we (my 2 subordinates and myself) were quite calm.... I was quite surprise with myself too, for normally I would have pressed my 'panic button' instead...

But calmly, we called TM 103 to get the nearest PLUS help... Then called PLUS... And within 10 minutes, they were there for rescue.... Very helpful of them... Very kind... And... Percuma ja, tak yah bayar apa apa.... One of them was Mohd Hatta (from the name sewed on his shirt)... they are the PLUS polis bantuan team... Thanks to them... appreaciate their fast and efficient help...

Alhamdulillah, the rest of the journey was smooth and we finally reached kajang at around 8.30pm...

And now... the system is up again... and therefore i need to stop here for now....

Wish me luck for the comings exams ya..!!!!

Despite the busy schedule ahead.....

May need to go to cyberjaya next week...
Additional task and just got to know it yesterday.... besides all the other tasks, work, exam, project...etc...
Argghhhhh..... how will I go thru this month..!!! Need one or two day leave I think, for my exams and project.... Else... Kantoi la nampaknya....!!!

Despite all that... bowling last nite... among JPJ staff...
Played for fun though... But the guys are really good la....

Reminded me of the time playing with the friends...
where we joked, shouted, teased each other.... How nice...!!!
Last nite... tried to control myself...
It really shows how we can just show our true colors among those closed and dear....
without being judged...!!!

CCS, Lina, Karthi.... jom plan for bowling some day...!!!
Or maybe CCS would like to take us 'Persona-ing'...???? ;)

Hectic months....

These 2 months.... busy, hectic, rushing.... exams, project report, meetings, training, work...
Hopefully it will be a peaceful month this coming dec....

Another nice words from my 'morning mail'... just to share....

sometimes in life, you find a special friend,
someone who changes your life just by being part of it....

someone who makes you laugh until you can't stop,
someone who makes you believe that there really is good in this world,
someone who convinces you that there really is unlocked door just waiting for you to open it....

Love all of you, friends....