Our loved ones....

Today is exactly two years since I lost my grandfather... Tok Ba...
And all the memories with him and with my late grandmother replayed in my mind...
Two people with lots of love to give others, in their own way...
Two people whom I'm very grateful to know...

Staying with my aunt now, we sometimes talk about the good old days...
How the grandkids were happy when Tok Ba was back home... for there were always something for us in his pocket... sweets, Kandos choc. etc..
And how we look forward hearing the ice-cream seller's bells... of course follwed by the ice-cream treat...

It brought tears whenever I think of them... The same tears Lina shed, when thinking of her late mum... Sorry dear I don't help you much... Be strong girl..!!!

Please.... al-fatihah to all the arwah....

Some time, not long ago.....

It is still fresh in my mind...... A year and two months ago.... while Adik L (who is now officially Adik P - BFull and D) and me were looking and searching for some friendly faces to start our stay in the new place..... lucky for us, someone offered an opening.....

"Hangpa takdak tempat lagi kan...!!! Jom la lepak bilik aku dulu..."

I just can't describe how relieved I was at that time.... I guess Adik L felt the same...

And that was how the bonding goes....

Time runs fast.... and to some it flies.... ;) A year and two months is gone.... All the things that we shared, the fun, the bitterness.... just too difficult to be described....

KD.... I still don't know what to say ;).... Thanks for being who you are.... For being someone who does everything in a very special way..... Your own way.....

What an eventful week....

How can I describe this week???
The working week started okay.... nothing much on Monday....
Tuesday was a public holiday... yet I was at work from 11am till 4pm... and by being there forced the JKR personnel to be there too.... hahaha.... pity him.... still.... "cik, blok D takder letrik lagi..." arghhhhh..... thanks to the contractor who was there till 11pm....
Wednesday started by being late to work... ended with movie with Lina... Thor.. the second time to me... and catching up with a friend on fb.... interesting conversation....
Thursday.... with my year 4 class.... hafiz got himself an FB account... how excited he was..!!!
Friday.... and there's the news.... officially with the letter.... argghhhh....

By the way.....
Adik L who turned adik B Full last month has successfully upgraded himself with D... so, he is now Adik B Full and D.... don't play play.....
KD got himself a nasyid group.... known as INTIM....
X-boss is now driving a BMW.... caya lah boss....

Late again....

It rained heavily this morning (and still)... and I'm late again for work.... the third time this month... dapat surat tunjuk sebab ler pas ni....
I can't stop feeling irritated with some drivers who only think of themselves.... it rained, everyone queued and stuck with the traffic jam.... yet, some drivers gracefully cut from the right...!! Why can't they queued up as the rest??? Everyone is late... don't just think of yourselves la..!!!

My recent post resulted in a call from a friend.... "Are you okay?? What is wrong?"...
Thank you ya.... Appreciate that... And yes, I'm okay now....

Ever feel this way????

"Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on, turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming..."

There are times when that is exactly how I feel.....