Tired....

Arrggggghhhhh.... Wanted so much to shout out loud... Tired of trying to go here and there, do this and that as the obligations required to.... Why can't I just do what I want, how I want????... But again..... (sigh)...

After being bored to be lectured and lectured, I knew I needed to be out... Went to town, to the place where I normally rent the books and novels only to find that the shop was closed.... I just need a light-type of reading material... and that should be novels (from my section of course....) to loosen up a bit... How frustrating to see the shop closed again...

So, I went to the Chowrasta... second-hand bookshops... used to go there a lot... stopped going there since I found 'Novel House' to rent books like 4 years ago....
And the uncle (a mamak of course) upon seeing me there, said... "lama tak datang?"...
I smiled, thinking in my mind "does he really still remember me??"...
Then he started to take out all the books of my section... mcnaught, quinn, devaraux, nicholas sparks etc... and I smiled... telling myself... 'yes. he remembers me well..."
And he looks the same just how I remembered him.... like the aging stop with him.... good for him... and his photographic mind... that's how they keep the business going afterall....

And tonite.... I hope to start reading the novel I got this evening....
Still have 3 other books... not the light-type reading material...
For now, I just need...
to read without repeating the sentences....
to read and knowing that it will be happily ever after ending....
to read without deep thinking....